| Wednesday, November 4th, 2009 |
| 10:30 pm |
To whom it may concern
So I live back in Tallahassee. Still with Donny, four years. I work at an orthodontics office. I'm about to start cross training doing clinical and from there I'll get certified. It's not something I ever thought of doing as a career but it doesn't involve too much blood so I like it. In the past 4 months I've learned medical billing, collections, and insurance. I brought collections at the office from 30% uncollected when I took over, down to 7.5%. I found something I love to do! Finally! It's also something that can be applied to tons of other fields. I actually look forward to going to work for the first time. I work under a boss I respect, I think that motivates me even more. That's all. |
| Monday, June 22nd, 2009 |
| 8:13 pm |
eh
What happens when your boyfriend doesn't have time for you. |
| Friday, January 18th, 2008 |
| 11:46 pm |
fuck Ft.Myers
I'm looking in at the good life, I'm doomed never to find.  I wish I was in a simpler time. Current Mood:  aggravatedCurrent Music: the shins |
| Saturday, September 8th, 2007 |
| 11:11 am |
We finally just got settled we have a guest room if anyone wants to hang out in Ft. Myers for awhile. (air mattress included) cable/ internet and my real address on my license. weird.... Maybe if I wasn't uprooted every month for most of my life I'd be content right now. Somehow I just feel anxious....Like I'm just waiting for something to go wrong. I was filling my closet a couple weeks ago, all I could think about is how weird it will be not having everything i need in my car anymore. How fast could i pack if i had to? I'm constantly thinking about my next move, instead of fully enjoying what I have. I've been telling myself this feeling of distrust will fade, but it continues to weigh on my mind. As I get more and more attached I feel more and more out of control. I don't think I can handle anymore hurt in my life. I'm all full |
| Saturday, August 18th, 2007 |
| 10:16 am |
up
 i live in naples i work at ron jons surf shop i have a cute lil priny princess named li' li' she's a teany tiny chi pom. she'll tear some shit up though i have health and dental insurance booya |
| Thursday, March 8th, 2007 |
| 3:55 pm |
hrm
I'm still alive. Beas in town. Donnys out of town. Hella girl time. I'm going back to school this summer. |
| Thursday, November 30th, 2006 |
| 5:06 pm |
UPDATe Donny and I are no longer together, so much for forever. I live on Toms couch All in the course of 2 weeks my fiance broke up with me my uncle died Became homeless gramma tried suicide dad found out he was dating a porn star no tears up and over My joys in life currently- planning my rentry back into college/dating moes burritos booze catpower At least this time around I have a job! Current Mood:  melancholyCurrent Music: catpower |
| Sunday, November 5th, 2006 |
| 8:59 pm |
i can't stop crying and the reason is an 18 yr old whore with a kid and donny |
| 6:20 am |
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| Friday, October 27th, 2006 |
| 1:19 am |
when you start feeling sorry for yourself remember all the people who are way worse off then you.... also don't ever expect anything that way you will never be let down thats the only thing my STEP dad ever taught me good lessons from a horrible person what are you gonna do? |
| Thursday, October 12th, 2006 |
| 3:19 am |
sometimes your better off with out certain people.... sometimes your not waisted wenesdays are inlightening |
| Friday, October 6th, 2006 |
| 11:53 pm |
tomorrow i get my contacts yay for no more lame ass glasses also i love grociary shopping |
| Thursday, August 10th, 2006 |
| 2:00 am |
why?
ya know what...
tonight i was minding my own business
i was walking out of a bar that i frequent
7 to 8 frat boys decided that me, a little blonde girl who is all smiles, was a freak.
they decided to call me names as i walked out and brush against my chest while saying "ha hey you got somthin on your chest haha ha"
whatever i brushed it off, but other people heard it and got mad. taylor asked the frat boy who touched my chest why he did that and he repled "ha i do what i want i touch a lot of chests" which turned into everyone fighting and frat boys calling me a liar.
Ilove my friends and i love that they stand up for me.
Really why are people so fucking mean.
I wasn't doing anything. I was totally polite and smiled and said excuse me as i walked bye; but they decided to be dicks.
fuck
why are people so intolerant of people who are different.
I wish i could decifer frat boy from frat boy so i could remember what they looked like.
I hate fighting but, I don't hate standing up for whats right. |
| Sunday, August 6th, 2006 |
| 4:34 pm |
x cite ing
Donny officially took over the business last tuesday, its working out well. He bought me an ingraved zippo its realllyyyy cute. my hair is whiteish. MY BIRTHDAY IS THE 22ND To all the freshmen girls (college and highschool) never drink the wine at vic and brandons.......EVER ♥ ;) |
| Tuesday, July 25th, 2006 |
| 12:19 am |
rant
ok ok so my "uncle" cory got shit grades in high school, got a scholorship to a great school ....why? because he could play basketball. ok so i got great grades in high school and i got an ok scholorship because oh im smart....i didnt get half the praise he did from school or family. WHAAAAA ok so he drops out becomes a used car salesmen under his father and thats better then me dropping because of lack of funds so oh wait im going back to scool to become a fashion merchendiser with my own money. I'm the one whos ruining her life haha yeah ok I won't have to marry someone and be miserable just to be comfortable. I wont have to deal with a minipulative liar, cause I respect myself and want to better myself not live off someone else. P.S. If your daughter calls you on christmas and wants to talk to you don't be a bitch and not call her back...... |
| Sunday, July 16th, 2006 |
| 2:45 pm |
today; we were supposed to go to the beach but I remembered i had a managers meeting today so booooo! Instead, Donny took me to red lobster for my favorite ultamit fondu.mmmmm and then we went and fed the turtles at lake ella then we went and looked at houses.....i don't like brick it's ugly now we are watching nascar capital B Boring. next sunday is our 10month anniversary my b day is august 22.......the big 2 1 ..... |
| Sunday, July 9th, 2006 |
| 12:29 am |
so i've made a huge desicion i want and am going to start saving for one of these  he or she will eventually turn into an even cuter this-  id name him something nobal like zeus. |
| Saturday, July 1st, 2006 |
| 6:24 pm |
ok so right now i; pay my cellphone car ins rent and electric thats cause im awesome and filthy rich. also lost is amazing Current Mood:  devious |
| Tuesday, June 27th, 2006 |
| 6:53 pm |
mmmhhhmmmm
i got a new car today finally i like it its PLUM whatever fucking color that is...
ill be back to tally tomorrow |
| Saturday, June 10th, 2006 |
| 2:37 am |
alright
now,my car got totaled out... that means i have to take the supposed 5000 that its worth and buy a "new" car is that old fuck going to help me find a reliable car and get a laon to pay it off NO! his shitheads of an insurance company is giving me fuck for a car that WAS in perfect condition. but good news i work a ton now so at least i can save up more money for a decient car im thinkin a 2005 that was pre leased.... in other news my roomates' 3 dogs keep shitting on the carpet that we just paid to be cleaned......i hate them and their dogs too my only day off this week is friday hit me up then yo! Current Mood: annoyed |
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